When you realize you never stopped loving him. Not for one day. Not for one second. That you have been lying to yourself. That you haven’t felt at home since he left because home is in his arms. Home is in his heart. But my key doesn’t fit anymore. Someone else resides there. You know it’s for the best because you just want him to be happy. You know you can’t make him that happy. You know he deserves better. You want better for him. You want the best for him. The selfish part of you hopes one day he will come and save you. He will knock on the door and it will be like nothing happened. He will hold you in his arms and you will cling to him so tight. But the part that loves him. The part that knows better. Hopes he never looks back. Hopes he will be so ridiculously happy he barely thinks of you.
Brand New // Sic Transit Gloria
I needed this after the day I’ve had. #thanksash #stonebrewery
I want that.